[Doctor Who] 第四季完美(?)大結局---Journey's End

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我終於知道煽情的兇手不是RTD而是Murray Gold!!怎麼可以這麼感人~這麼激動~~~因為我愛死了這個大合唱!!






When you run with the Doctor

it feels like it will never end.

But, however hard you try,

you can't run forever.



Everybody knows that everybody dies,

and nobody knows it like the Doctor.

But I do think that all the skies of all the worlds might just turn dark

if he ever,

for one moment,

accepts it.

--------------------------------------出自409 The Forest of Death

我想即使我們對11th Doctor依然一無所知，但有一點是沒有變的，Doctor choose his companion very well…

Doctor未來的女人River Song的臨別贈言，一語道盡了Doctor性格深處最強烈的悲哀矛盾---

我看遍了一切死亡，嘗盡了一切生離死別，卻永遠做不到…accept it

River Song的遺言成為第四季最完美的註腳

難怪舊版的Doctor會被Time Lords放逐地球

難怪曾經的Doctor曾經因此被迫regenerate

與生俱來無可救藥的善良，注定他成為同胞中的異類，也注定了那綿延不絕的哀傷…



重看第四季大完結的The Stolen Earth與Journey’s End

比起第一次看的形色匆匆，這次我從頭哭到尾，為了那已知的結局，為了那在心底蔓延開來的悲哀

就算我再怎麼討厭RTD，卻也不得不承認，他這兩集的劇本好到讓我光看文字就哭得一塌糊塗…



Doctor與Rose的重逢，驚心動魄，吊人胃口，卻也在最後悲哀無限

‘I’m still me…how do you think?’

等待了太久的擁抱，犧牲了太多的成全，Doctor單純的露齒笑只為Rose展開

正如同一二季，綿綿情意從未訴諸於言語，卻在每一個眼神的瞬間

編劇在這集中給兩人的空間好少好少，卻也讓兩人的每一個交會都顯得彌足珍貴

好喜歡，Doctor聽到Rose為自己打破平行世界的笑容

好心酸，為了Doctor在Rose面前狼狽掩飾自己黑暗面的心虛

當Martha叫出‘He found you!’，兩人瞬間的對視，那是最深層的愛情映證

回到Bad Wolf Bay…Doctor No.1些微的醋意，那不得不放手的心碎…

在愛情上，Doctor從來就不主動，要給Rose一個新的人生，卻還要說成是對Doctor No.2的懲罰

一如以往，他可以在任何人面前情緒滿溢地談起Rose Tyler，卻從來羞於在本人面前露出一絲端倪

如果不是Doctor Donna代他澄清

如果不是Donna Doctor代他承諾

單純的Rose對於這樣的拋棄又會有著什麼樣的理解?

即便在最後，也是Donna Doctor代他說出了兩年前來不及的告白

Doctor No.1：You were born in battle full of blood and anger and revenge.

                         Remind you of some one?

                         That’s me, when we first met.

                         And you made me better.

                         Now you can do the same for him

Rose：…but he’s not you.

Doctor No.1：He needs you. That’s very me.

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Doctor No.2：I’m part Human.

                        Specifically, the ageing part.

                        I’ll grow old and never regenerate.

                        I’ve only got one life.

                       Rose Tyler, I…could spend it with you…if you want.

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Doctor No.1：I said Rose Tyler…

Rose：And how was that sentence gonna end?

Doctor No.1：…does it need saying?

Rose：And you, Doctor?

Doctor No.2 whispers

She kisses him

RTD註解：And that’s all the original Doctor needs to see.

                    Heart…broken…



Doctor與Donna的結局

悲哀，因為那forever的承諾…

Donna的人生有太多隱匿的悲傷，歡樂搞笑的外表下，藏著的是一個破碎的自己

Human Doctor的出現深入了Donna心靈的深處，揭開了血淋淋的傷口

原本應該歡樂的結局，觀眾卻掉進了編劇的陷阱，當我們開始以為終於出現了一個永恆，卻在轉眼間以最殘忍的方式結束…

我們都忘了，第九任Doctor為了什麼而regenerate---

A Human with Time Lord’s consciousness…it will kill her…

當一個自卑的臨時工終於開始愛自己時

當一個孤獨的Time Lord終於得到一個與自己完全平等的同伴時

殘酷的剝奪撕裂了觀眾、Donna與Doctor…

正如River Song的注解，Doctor永遠永遠看不破死亡的坎兒~

如果他接受了，這個世界將轉為黑暗…

但正因為他的不接受，Donna不可能有尊嚴的死在TARDIS裡，而是永遠茫然地活在地球上…

She’s alive

She’s safe

我們如何能譴責Doctor的自私?

這是他唯一的安慰…



很讚賞DT在Doctor Donna現身的那一瞬間，掠過眼底那了然於心的悲哀，相對於Doctor No.2的驚喜，Doctor No.1從那刻起再也沒有真正笑過

從Bad Wolf Bay轉到TARDIS的場景，你以為在平行世界的二次告別已經夠心碎了嗎?

Doctor望著興奮的Doctor Donna的眼神，你會知道，什麼是絕望…



Doctor：There’s never been a Human-Time Lord metacrisis before now.

                And you know why.

Donna：Because there can’t be…

                I want to stay!

Doctor：Look at me, Donna. Look at me!

(Donna is crying)

Donna：I was gonna be with you. Forever!

Doctor：I know.

Donna：Rest of my life.

               Travelling.

               In the Tardis.

               The DoctorDonna.

              Oh, but I can’t go back.

              Don’t make me go back.

              Doctor!

              Please!



Doctor：Donna, oh, Donna Noble.

                I’m so sorry.

               But we had the best of times…the best…

               ….goodbye…



Donna：No, please, no, no, no….

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Doctor：That there are worlds out there, safe in the sky, because of her.

                That there are people, living in the light and singing songs of Donna Noble, a thousand million light years away.

                They will never forget her.

               While she can never remember…

               And for one moment, one shining moment.

                She was the most important woman in the whole wide universe…





最後，回到Doctor自己

Sarah Jane每次臨走前的話都很有意義

第二季她告訴Rose…there are some things worth your heart break.

第四季她告訴Doctor…you’ve got the biggest family on Earth

是嗎? 或許吧…

但是這又能代表什麼呢?

Davros這個宿敵是真正知道如何傷害Doctor…那麼的殘酷而一針見血…

一個從不帶槍的人將自己的companion變成殺手

一個厭惡殺戮的人卻有更多人為著他而死去

不斷重複的循環

不斷經歷的無奈

即使Time Lords有兩顆心臟，也承受不住這樣無止盡的悲哀絕望

從第一季的樹人女王，第二季的忠心侍衛，第三季的Jenny，第四季的River Song, Harriet Jones，還有聖誕特輯的女服務生、火龍果先生…

How many more?

How many have died in your name?

Davros擊敗Doctor最強而有力的武器---show him…himself…

原來Doctor從來就不是時空的英雄，而是時間與空間折磨下的懦夫…

The man who keeps running, never looking back.

Because he dares not…out of shame…



其實我真的覺得，不要有2009年的四個特別篇，讓第十任的生命結束在這裡也會是個完美的終結點

Journey’s End的張力在於，companions回歸的大集合有多熱鬧多歡樂，結尾處Doctor一人面對空蕩TARDIS的悽涼就有多深刻…

原來TARDIS一直歪歪扭扭的亂飛，是因為它是設計給六人一起駕駛的…

這讓the last of the Time Lords的命運更加悲哀

所有的相聚都是短暫

所有的歡笑都會成為過去

她們都在某個層面救了你，卻又都將你遺留在TARDIS上獨自舔著傷口向前跑…